Well, yesterday was my 32nd birthday. And I think I need to look at things a bit more closely in my life. I think I need to quit being so damned complacent, and start pushing myself into my life with passion, assertiveness, and the love for life that I feel on the inside.
For the rest of my life, I will stand up for myself when it’s appropriate, rather than allowing myself to be walked on. Consequences for not doing so far outweigh the consequences for doing so.
I will make sure my friends and family know how much I truly value them.
I will not tolerate my current supervisor being a total bitch to me any longer.
I will be true to myself, and allow the creativity I’m nearly bursting with to flow out from me. And as such, I will start submitting articles to magazines again.
I will quit being a lazy fat-ass and throw myself into my life.
I will try to be somewhat less full of shit, unless it’s just really FUN at the time.
I will run another game this year. One that I really love. Perhaps VtM. I really miss that game.
I will attend as many ren faires as possible.
I will be more communicative with my wife.
I will learn to be a better leatherworker, and even build myself a good, solid workbench. This folding table I’m using just is NOT working.
I will build a bed frame for my wife and I, and it will rule, and show our personalities and taste the way we really want it to.
When I make love with my wife, I will do so with such abandon that it makes everyone within a mile curl their toes in pleasure.
I will fix my financial stupidities.
Dear God I will fix my financial stupidities.
I will cook and enjoy it, and the microwave shall enter a state of semi-retirement.
Fuck being toilet shy…hopefully…talk about friggin’ frustration.
And so that’s the mentality I want to start showing towards my life. Hopefully, it works out. Cuz if not, I’ve only myself to blame.
